Letter Six

Keru!

It's Sunday, and I'm working in the office, doing nothing. I'm doodling myself as a chibi, because I'm bored.
Might start actually doing work on Propeller Hats...or not.

I was talking to Whitney earlier, and I never know if I cross boundaries or not. Even an e-glomp and my confession that I needed liquid courage (AKA coffee) to type that seemed to send her skittering for the hills. Or wherever it is she goes to hide.

It's Now Monday!

I don't want to make a habit of leaving drafts unfinished, but that's what I did. Sadness. 
It is now 7:45 AM, and I am on the clock for another 9 hours and 15 minutes. Yippee!

John is buying me a bacon/egg/cheese biscuit for breakfast. He rolled up to the gate and was like: ...What're you eating for breakfast?

Me: Uhhh...cereal. And a banana. I guess. -takes drink from a water bottle full of milk-
Him: ....Don't eat it.
Me: -raises  eyebrow- ?
Him: I'll bring you back a bacon/egg/cheese sammich from when I'm done dealing with George and talkin' to him.


Bossman may be a creeper, but he's a genuinely nice guy, and he's always been willing to work with me and accommodate my schedule/needs.
And he gave me a job back after my back surgery xD

Last night I was pondering life - at 1:30 AM. Which was incredibly foolish, since I had to be at work at 7.
Poor life choices indeed.

I seem to habitually fall into the pattern of driving myself into the ground. I know that working a ten hour day on four hours of sleep is downright stupid. But I went ahead and stayed up anyways. I always know the repercussions, but there's just this element of self-torture that I bring into everything, and it's kind of scary.

I don't know why I insist upon pushing my boundaries like that. I don't particularly want to snap again. So why am I pushing and pushing, only stopping when I break?

Such questions.

Well, Bossman brought my breakfast. With potato bite things!
Yay!
I'm going to go eat it, and perhaps write some stuff to my story, instead of languishing in my exhaustion.

I love you ever so much, and hope you're doing well!

-Roo